Some things just happenThis time around for me, on sunday at around 10 - 10:30, it was the death of my much loved, treasured, 17 and a half year old siamese cat, Monty. She was a wonderful cat and I felt I couldn't just let it pass without saying something.
Now we've been living in a rented house for almost a year, and all because our normal house is being nearly completely redone. We've buried her in our back garden and to quote my mum, "she was the first one to go back there, just not in the way we wanted". We were five weeks from moving back.
It's times like this when you start crying randomly, being depressed and caring less because they're not there anymore. and when you don't feel bad, you hate yourself because you think they deserve it, though you can completely forget and act like it never happened for ages.
today was so weird for me. I went through depression and being yelled at to happyness to depression to happyness to depression. it's like a lengthened out version of my friday night with added waterworks.
I remember my tech teacher told me when I told her that I hadn't done my homework that "it was your choice not to do it". that made me upset because it wasn't. twas depression's fault.
I got picked on by a group of pe teachers just because my mum does the washing at my house and not me. apparently I should have known where everything was. I was just being truthful and telling them why.
then when I was crying later one of them found me and accused me of lying to her the other two times when I hadn't. it just made me more upset. still had to get changed into borrowed stuff.
Why has this whole journal been my complaints about my decision to go into school and not about my truly wonderful and loving cat. She was so amazing... *tears*
ah well... I'll just put myself though this again on tuesday.
~abolatinge
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-- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- -- oh and I got four new friends
[link] <-- now a hatchling!!
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in the time it takes to read this appeal you could have clicked many times...
pleeeaaase listen to this appeal and give just one little click to save these poor things from the jaws of certain death!! all it takes is a click!
and while you're at it please feel free to help out these guys too
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and because you're wonderful, loving and epicly awesome watchers I have no doubt you'll try your best to press that little button and give these creatures that much longer to live!
of course, if you were even MORE wonderful, loving and epicly awesome you'd refresh a few times on these pages too
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don't forget firefox (and a few others) can be enabled with autorefresh if you download an extra thingymebobby.
thankyous so much for you lifegiving people who do so
oh and you get a cookie if you are wonderful, loving and epicly awesome and do so =]
Joy
deleted scene from where 10 talks to Martha via..TARDIS-cam on human nature/family of blood 
Devious Comments
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(+'.'+) This is Benji. We must
(")_(")help him gain world domination
Barrowman!!! *Shakes fist* Grrr! - [link]
David will tryyyy to fix youuu - [link]
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'But I don't want to go among mad people,' Alice remarked.
'Oh, you can't help that,' said the Cat: 'We're all mad here. I'm mad. You're mad.'
'How do you know I'm mad?' said Alice.
'You must be,' said the Cat. 'Or you wouldn't have come here.'
I love Siamese cats. they're so pretty. :3
Those teachers are really mean! D: Couldn't they at least understand? *slaps the teachers*
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The best place to put pants is somewhere warm and damp, where they can live happily
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The best place to put pants is somewhere warm and damp, where they can live happily
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So they jokingly nicknamed it the porridge
cause overnight that lake had turned as thick as butter
but the local kids would still go swimming, drinking
saying that to them it doesn’t matter.
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I've learnt my lesson!
~ I've showered in cold water.
~ I've looked at a tree.
It's been two hours and I need a hair product. >:[
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ALL PRAISE RASSILON!
who controls the game of rassilon
and wears the ring of rassilon
even though he's dead -ish
and immortal -ish
GNR = PUREAWESOMENESS
It makes me feel so weird going in my parents' bedroom now and especially looking at where she died. I don't understand how they can sleep in there.
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ALL PRAISE RASSILON!
who controls the game of rassilon
and wears the ring of rassilon
even though he's dead -ish
and immortal -ish
GNR = PUREAWESOMENESS
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