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A year or so later
So... let's add a journal entry.
It's really interesting that the last entry was... approximately a year and a quarter ago; and boy have a lot of things happened to me since then. Well. Sort of. I think I've grown up a lot since then.
For one thing, I took an extra year of sixth form to take history, history of art and sociology and am now at university. I discovered my love of ancient history and then history proper. I discovered my love of podcasts and audio learning. I discovered better ways to work. I discovered more about my identity and understood more about past experiences. I made new friends who are being a really positive influenc
She's Ghosting
Well... she's also out of premium membership for the first time in several years because, er, she forgot to renew it and now she's buying history books she hasn't read.
Right now.... isn't too bad. I don't really feel like talking to anyone apart from the occasional comment or conversation with a teacher. I've somehow picked up a few friends or acquaintances recently, but mostly I'm just ignoring the whole social side of school and having fun learning stuff. I ghost around all day (hence the title) looking for quiet places and empty classrooms. The problem of friends getting in the way of work time has been solved by not making new ones, or
I am a crazy, crazy person
Or this year, at least; although I've always been a little bit odd. The reasoning behind this title is that this year I have currently set myself the following tasks:
Get A grades or better in three never-before-studied, essay-based A-levels and the coursework for one other, previously-studied, essay-based one; all in one year.
Complete NaNoWriMo.
Pass grade 7 in clarinet by December (probably with minimal practicing).
Get to a university that won't be completely disappointing in comparison to my ideal; so far only Oxford's passed the ideal test.
Get to that university without having AS grades to show them.
Actually make and complete a
Intropection, introspection
Has become such a darn obsession these days.
I was thinking about my younger self yesterday. Mostly about how rubbish developing inferior Fe is (if that doesn't make sense to you then you should probably just skip to the next section). I mean, when I was a child it was fine, but then Ti started developing really strongly and my whole worldview was narrowed through that. I would get absolutely intolerant of obviously illogical things because there was no Fe counterweight. I remember it and I didn't always feel bad because that impulse was too weak to have an effect. Then Fe starts developing and Ti goes 'what the fuck?' because the whole mind
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you have dawnguard. i hate you. D: